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It's time for change. I've tried everything from crash diets, rando diets, and whatever. Nothing works....or I end up just messing it up.

so here's to a new beginning.

Help me reach my goal by putting your favorite color in my ask!: RED: 10 tricep dips. YELLOW: 20 Crunches. ORANGE: 25 Squats.
GREEN: 10 Burpees. BLUE: 50 Jumping jacks. PURPLE: 30 Second plank. PINK: 25 Lunges.
i’ve been on hiatus from working out and eating right lately

but i’m back and ready to kick some ass! my insanity workout regime is shipped and on it’s way, i started today with homemade apple/spinach/guava/kale juice from my new juicer, and i’m about to go swim!!! 

then skate for 3 hours! 

fuck yea fitness! i missed you :)

— 5 days ago
#insanity workout  #insanity  #juicer  #juice  #roller derby  #swim  #swimming 
bodyimageawareness:

Next week is EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK so let’s try to raise the profile of eating disorders and educate people who might otherwise know nothing about them.
I will be posting some facts on eating disorders throughout the week. If you like them, please re blog them so that the message will get passed on to more people.
Many thanks x

bodyimageawareness:

Next week is EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK so let’s try to raise the profile of eating disorders and educate people who might otherwise know nothing about them.

I will be posting some facts on eating disorders throughout the week. If you like them, please re blog them so that the message will get passed on to more people.

Many thanks x

(via size10plz)

— 3 months ago with 46 notes
#ed  #eating disorders  #ana  #mia  #bed 
guys, i don’t know what happened. i fell off the fitness wagon….HARD

i’ve gained 10+ pounds, i feel like a failure, i feel like i’m back into my BED days and that scares the shit out of me…:/

it’s really hard to do this alone.

i just feel like crying, but i won’t. d

— 3 months ago with 8 notes
#fitness  #weightloss  #ed  #eating disorder 
sorry I’ve been MIA for a few days

I just moved into my new apartment and don’t have internet access yet.

I have something I née to vent about so stop reading now if you dont care.

so I was at work a few days ago, and this lady asked me if I was losing weight. I told her, yea like 5 pounds. she said, oh thank god, your cheeks were getting puffy! I just blew it off thinking she wouldn’t say anything like that again.

boy was I wrong. today she and this other lady I work with told me I look a lot bigger than I did in my badge picture. you know what ladies? you have no fucking idea what a hard time I went through and still struggle with every day. it took everything I had not to break down right then and there and tell her off…but you know what? fuck them.

— 4 months ago with 1 note
thinmini:

misskinny:

this is so true!

hahaha Absolutely!

thinmini:

misskinny:

this is so true!

hahaha Absolutely!

(via train-eat-sleep)

— 4 months ago with 9081 notes
donated 2 pints of blood today

instead of the usual 1, and i skipped my workout today, which i think is best because goodness knows i don’t want to be passed out. no big deal. 


oh, and hey followers, both old and new!!! :)  

— 4 months ago with 1 note
suzieb1971:

now these are killer abs!!!!
..sue x

suzieb1971:

now these are killer abs!!!!

..sue x

(via mybeauty-inprocess)

— 4 months ago with 726 notes
ineedtostayskinny:

me.. before and after.. don’t ever give up dolls… you are all beautiful and strong enough to do this! follow me <3

ineedtostayskinny:

me.. before and after.. don’t ever give up dolls… you are all beautiful and strong enough to do this! follow me <3

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— 4 months ago with 495 notes